actually came online 2 destress a while wan den went 2 read sharOn's blog... waaa... it makes mi STARTING 2 pOnder wat exactly r friends huh... really wOndering.. tinking whO can i actually really depend on?? tinking whO... whO n whO??? waaa... tis question loOks rather chim... friends cannOt always be by my side... like last time.. i depend on esther 2 much... den whenever i got prOblems i'll loOk 4 her.. but nOt everytime she will be available n dun expect everytime ppl will be there 4 mi... tis kind of feeling bu haO shOu.. she cannOt be blame... den i haf nO chOice but 2 slowly learn 2 settle things myself... yar haf 2 learn... den these few weeks... i recieved smses... one tt really sorta touch me is siewying's sms... i dunnO... juz e things tt she encOuraged me... e way she phrase her messege... couldn't believe tt is from her.. den wenyun they all oso got sms... seems like we keep smsing each other juz 2 encourage one anOther 2 proceed on?? waaa.. sounds a bit stupid... but tt is wat we r doing... a way 2 destress?? i oso dunno...

den juz nOw daddy asked mi 2 gO 2 e balcony.. waaa.. i finally saw it!!! saw e mars... but no moon beside it.. tt mars hanging on e dark nite sky... is really bright n distinct.. den i was practically standing in e blacony n keep staring at it... so shuang... den i browse thro e field... waa... can c ppl sitting there oso looking up 2 e sky... din knoe tis thingy can attract ppl juz 2 take a look at it... k lar... daO ci le..