sian... juz faCed my ever wOrst mOment a few hrs agO... waaa... i released at 11 plus... sO i decided 2 gO hOme n washed my faCe den gO back 2 je 2 take e exam... whO knOes... i reaChed hOme is already gOing to 1pm le.. den i rushed like hell... i was practically running my way 2 e exam venue... reached there... panting..*pant* *pant*... b4 i can rest... tt wOman asked mi 2 gO over n is ready 4 mi 2 gO in... e mOment i stepped intO e roOm... i was like 'ohhh SHIT...' tt kinda feeling... yar.. i was carrying a DAMN fake smile 2 e examiner... cOuldn't smile naturally.. den same prOcedure... asking mi wat do i wanna play first... of course i chose 2 play scales first... ok.. my scales is nOt as bad as last yr.. but tis examiner did skipped a lOt of sections frm e scales.. n e sections tt he skipped r thOse tt i tink i'm able 2 make it wan... arrgghh.. 4get it lar..

den my pieces... i dunno wat e hell i dOing lar... hands r trembling... den the nOtes osO trembled.. tt's e result of nOt putting in effOrt... den i blah thrO e pieces... den sight-reading... waa.. tis wan even wOrse!! my timing like shit.. accuracy shit toO... den e last part... AURAL... 2 wOrds to describe it.. GONE CASE!!! yar... den onCe again i gave a fake smile n walked out of e roOm.. when playing thOse 3 pieces... yixin's advice keep chanting in my mind... 'enjOy playing.. play as normal.. dun be nervous... ' yar... it dOes help in some way.. but it cannOt last till e 3rd piece ehh..

after tis... i was nOt relieved at all... vitamins quiz... i haf nOt even study 3/4 of it... vitamins A, B, C, D, E & K... arrgghhh... n i'm like still slacking here.. waaa... dunnO hOw le... nOthing but 2 study lar... k lar... gOnna mug 4 the vitamins le... daO ci le...