suddenly i feel so unbreathable.. yar like wat mummy says.. dunno y recently so many things had happened.. is really uncontrollable.. today we meeting at 9.30am in sch to do the pizza and franchise assignments.. den unpredictable things happened.. when i was abt to leave the hse.. ah zu (my maid) cried.. seeing her cry reminds a few wks back of me.. i dunno wat exactly happened.. initially i tot is mummy scold her or sth.. but it's a misunderstanding if ah zu tot mum scold her.. den ah zu say she's feeling vexed and stress.. i dunno how and wat shld i do.. i'm feeling like a dumb.. i really dunno how to react.. is like everything is not within my control..
den called yun to tell her i'll be in sch late.. i'm feeling so pai sei.. everyone reached sch.. and i'm still not there to do the assignment.. after the call.. mummy oso started crying.. i really dunno wat i'm gg to do? bro is not at home.. dad is not at home.. and left me.. stood there looking at the both of them.. i'm useless.. can't they tell me wat do they wan? tt moment i feel i'm an idiot.. i'm stone.. letting them to cool down.. but ah zu jus cannot stop crying.. den called yun another time.. cos i'll be in sch damn late.. i dunno lar.. apparently it's no good to be late for discussion.. bu fang xin to leave ah zu alone in the hse.. as mum oso needa go to work..actually i wanna stayed at home to acc ah zu.. i'm jus bu fang xin.. i dunno lar.. i feel like doing tt.. but will anyone gonna comprehend me? i dunno..
reached sch.. started to do assignment.. bro called.. he wanna called dad to tell him wat happened.. y can't he jus understand the situation? can he be smart at tis moment? i'm feeling vexed le den he still dunno how to be smart.. and i tot as a guy he shld knoe how to handle tis kind of things better.. but no. if he were to call dad.. den dad will be worried over at china.. so wat's the point? den when dad knoes.. he definitely called mummy and reprimand her without even knowing wat exactly had happened.. so wat's the point?! things will only get worse! i jus dunno y bro cannot be more sensitive and sensible over tis.. after his call.. i feel worse.. surrounding ppl jus dun comprehend..
suddenly i feel no one i can depend on.. none. no one gonna be.. none.
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