david yeo blogged! he blog.. he blog! ohh my.. i got the feeling to go see the SI webby.. den went to see Maia's link.. den went to david yeo's link.. unexpected to see him blog! even after he's eliminated.. he made my night.. the night is still young.. hah
Week of 11 Oct - 17 Oct
Hey, I'm back! Haha for those of you who were wondering why I was the only one who didn't blog last week, here's why: I didn't know I could! Honestly! I thought that once you're out, you lose all the perks of an Idol contestant. Well we at least get to keep one. We get to update our fans and supporters on how we've been doing!
Anyway, its been a really crazy week. I guess I never expected to get eliminated so early on. I always thought my chances of winning were pretty good, and that if I played my cards right, I could make it to the finals. Ah well, I guess it was not meant to be. But I'm really thankful for the entire experience, for every friend I've made, for everything I've learnt about singing, performing, fashion, and most importantly, for what I've learnt about myself in this competition. I'm really glad that I have grown as a person.
One thing that every interviewer has asked me since I got eliminated: "How do you feel? Do you feel sad, disappointed?" DUH! Of course I'm sad and disappointed! I guess it was harder for me because I didn't expect to go out so early. Even Dick said in an interview that he expected me to make it to at least the top 5 (I wonder why he didn't say that when Gurmit asked the judges for any parting comments for me). Anyway, its been almost two weeks, and I guess I'm sort of over the sad, depressed part. But when I do watch any Idol trailers or episodes, I still feel abit disappointed that I'm not there, because I know that I can do much better.
I'm not really sure whether I'll pursue singing and music. I guess for me, if I don't get any offers, I'll probably go back to school and finish my degree. But if any record label, tv station or radio station make me any offers, I might consider! Honestly, I really am interested in music and entertainment (I really miss singing on stage). But I know that God has great plans for me. Since I'm out, I know that His plan is not for me to win Singapore Idol. I just know that if its His will, many doors will open. So I'll just wait and see as to where the Lord leads.
For those of you who believed in me, thank you so much. Sorry I've let you down. But rest assured, you haven't seen the last of me yet! Even if I don't release an album, I probably would get some gigs singing in bars and stuff. So if you miss my singing, keep waiting! Haha.
