ytd when i was in sch.. dad called to inform me grandma is admitted to hospital again.. i wasn't at home to see wat's the situation like.. reached home bro told me grandma kept on shivering.. she dun even haf the strength to stand up.. tts y they decide to call for ambulance.. den when dad came home in the evening.. he told us that grandma was in the isolated room.. grandma was hafing a high fever.. and oni 2 ppl can go in at a time to see grandma.. is like everything was so sudden. no one is prepared for all these..
today when i jus woke up in the morning.. dad came to my room and asked us to go temple to pray.. dad say grandma is in critical condition.. within tis 24 hr is crucial to her.. whether she can pull through or not is within tis period.. i cannot accept wat dad said. when i break the news to bro.. he cannot accept too. all of us were emotionally unstable.. dad came to tok to us and told us some stuffs.. he said 'watever is gg to happen.. jus accept. being emotional wun help..' i admit i'm not good at managing my emotion. especially when is tis kind of stuffs.. for the whole morning, tears kept on flowing. it's really uncontrollable.. i knoe dad is trying to control his emotion and on the other hand he came to comfort us.
when we reached hospital.. grandma looks weak. she couldn't speak. she looks tired. when i hold on to her hand.. it isn't like before tt she can react and grab my hand.. she din grab my hand. guess she dun haf the strength. looking at her.. tears came. but tis time really mus hold on. cos dad's words is in my mind. den few moments later.. dad turned back. i saw his red eyes. he cried out. i could hear. den all of us cannot control anymore.. my first time to see dad cry. he's like a pillar to me who is strong and support the whole family well. i kept looking at grandma.. kept praying for her to pull through.
tis few wks i wasn't really in good mood. but life still goes on. many things happened. one came after another. i'm trying hard to control my emotion. but everytime when i came home i hate to see dad & mum quarrel. tis few wks they were not in good terms. they argued, quarrelled. i knoe everyone is down and they tend to argue over some family matters. i hope they can understand anad comprehend each other. today at the temple i oso asked for my family is sound and safe. btw thanks sui for helping me to pray. i appreciate it. i hope grandma can pull through..
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