it has been so long tt i haf last blogged eh. basically life is jus so systematic. its like an everyday routine. wake up, bath, breakfast, mrt-travelling, work, lunch, pia work, OT-ing, mrt-travelling, dinner, housework then sleep, and another day continues. thats how my life goes now. its even more tiring than studying.
i missed school! i missed dover station. i missed friends! i missed laughter! i missed those slacking period! i missed skipping lectures and tutorials! i missed doing assignments and projects! i missed the workshops and laboratories! i missed the scoldings by ngan! i missed the scene of crowd in the canteen! i missed the exhibition days! i missed the fyp days! i missed quizes! i missed the days when we hafing serious study! i missed the after-school activities! i missed the library! i missed the co-op! i missed the food court! i missed the food! i miss the FOOD class! i missed the time we are crazy abt taking photos! i missed the times when we make a *hoo-hah* out of nothing! i jus missed everything thats in school.
yes abt working in the bank. its jus simply irritating. we went in at the wrong time, wrong place, wrong department.. watever u can say. its really jus our luck. im so fed up with the ppl there. a lot of times i nearly got flared up! till today i cannot stand it and msg-ed yun, esther and xuan abt flaring up thingy. i needa spit it out or else i'll go berserk one day. worst still i might end up in the Institute of Mental Health eh.
yar we are the temp staffs.. but we are humans too. humans are creatures with feelings and limited patience. they had already climbed over our head till the other far end. its so out of reach now.
they wanna us to conduct a 2nd level checking with a quota of 60 files per day! hey its 60 eh! they say we're going to be full-time checking so quota set is 60! but come on.. we confirm haf other stuffs to do.. like collating and sorting.. and some othe rubbish stuffs they throw to us to do. so the 60 files are jus far too much! they tink we are those robots that function non-stop. they tink we are robots to be there to take command obediently without complaints. but those creatures dont understand that even robots also needa a rest. if the robots keep functioning on 24-hr basis.. one day its parts will wear and tear and one day it will jus stop working cos it has died off.
that is wats happening now. the 3rd wk of work.. i was down with flu.. virus attack. took a mc to rest. den jus a few days back suffered from stomach flu ended up to Alexandra hospital AE&E clinic cos its too early to go to other clinic. then today the flu is back again. virus is still within my body.
forgot to mention that they oso require us to work OT. if we cannot reach the quota of 60 files per day. you're expected to work OT till u finish the 60 files before u can go home! and also we are required to work on saturdays! they tink our life are all about their work eh? the most ridiculous thingy is they dun allow us to chit-chat (talk) when working. its so unreasonable. dun expect us NOT to speak a word for the whole day. though we are temp staffs but we also haf the rights eh! where is justice? i hate it when their mouth kept on repeating abt *back-logs*.. when they themselves din even work OT and chit-chatting away and do their own stuffs at their own sweet time! wat kinda logic?! we dun see other temp stuffs from other department got treated like us lidat.
in school.. life is just so beautiful. at least everyday i knoe im awaiting for something meaningful and memorable. at least i look forward to school everyday. though we complaint abt the heavy workload of assignments and quizes but all those are nothing compared to the work the creatures in the bank gave us.
really missed school! everyday when the mrt passes the dover station.. i felt sad. i felt so helpless and tired. whenever the mrt approaches dover station.. i'll definitely raised my head and take a look at the school. even though its jus a glimpse from afar.. some memories are recollected within that seconds. i envy those ppl who got off from dover station. i envy those who wore so sloppy to school.. i envy those who are carrying lecture notes with them. everyday the thought of *lavender* makes me puke, agitated, helpless, turned-off..
yar btw wanna wish jieshi, winnie, lydia and suijing HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!
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