it has been so long ever since i last visited their place. when i reached the neighbourhood area, the surroundings seems the same to me. as i stepped into their place, the sight of it seems familiar yet strange, they had somehow revamp the whole place. yes, the place is somewhat changed, but i still feel uneasy and awkard. i dislike this kind of situation and hafta bear with this awakrdness for several hours. there is nothing that i can share with them, nothing that i can boast about myself to them. simply nothing. i just sat there like a dumbo, smile and nod at whatever conversation they are sharing. i appreciate the effort that they actually prepared dinner and desserts. i was just hoping to leave the uncomfortable zone as soon as possible. upon leaving the place, i felt relieved yet dismal. till now, i am still feeling gloomy. everytime without fail, i have to go through this situation and curb myself from having negative feelings..
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